Suited up agian

Okay sorry its been a long while been busy at work. But im currently(as im posting this) suited up in my zodiac hazmat suit. Ive now modified my suit at teh hood so i can now put the top part of the suit on and pull the hood to the back of my head so i can drive and then put the gas mask on and pull the hood back over my head when i get to where im going(much safer to drive that way). Ill post a video of it on youtube in the next week or so. Over teh last month i havent beenb able to suit up harly any at all and its made me relize just how much wearing my hazmat suit has been engrained into my lifestyle. As i havent been really able to relax any over the last month untill today when i suited up agian was enclosed and safe from harm from the world. Ive been suited up for 3 hours now and still have not some down from teh high of that first filtered breath i took through the filter of my gasmask. Its just a amazing felling. Every breath i take gives me a buzz that gives me a feeling of relaxation i can get no other way. It also gives me sexual highs that I dont get from being in normal clothes. Its hard i know for other people to understand why i wear hazmat as normal clothing now when i can but i hope to better be able to explain it as I get more comfrtable and condfident about wear heavy rubber hazmat as normal clothing. For the most part im stiull not really sure why i like being suited up and im still discoverring for myself about why i do this. As i learn more about myself and better come to understand myself i hope to be able to explain it to tohers.